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Moose72 · Apr 10, 2022, 09:37 PM

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Originally Posted by BethRags

Blah, I'm feeling discouraged. But then, Sunday evenings are not usually my ideal time of the week. I'm sad about and worried about my daughter.

My appt. with the new med provider is tomorrow and I'm feeling like it can't possibly go well. Many times when this feeling happens I have to just "put it on the shelf" and wait until morning, when I will likely have a more optimistic mind-set.

I hate having to be on meds and be dependent like this. Depend on some total stranger who may be a whack-job to have so much power over my life. I do really wish I could go to the teaching hospital again, because there are at least 2 people that handle 1 case. But it's in another city and they don't take my insurance.

Gah, I have to stop thinking.

Thanks for being there, you guys.

After your trauma with your last med provider, it's only natural that you would feel this way.

I hope you have stopped thinking and will get a restful night's sleep.