In this sh**y world honesty never pays off. i got conned for it. f**ck. im pissed off.
everything goes wrong.
it doesnt matter if i always have good intentions. life doesnt care.
next week im going to yell with my whole body how hurt and sick and tired of everthing i am.
this thing im living is not life, if every single day is torture. i dont want it. i hate it. i want blood everywhere.