Your last sentence- (you know you’re a hoe but you’re trying to get better) you wrote a smile emoji but still, I wonder if you’re judging yourself harshly on this.

Different short term interactions aren’t unusual for many people, especially younger people. Nothing to be ashamed of, just how some people are, it’s not necessarily hurtful either as long as you’re truthful.

However if it’s causing you unhappiness then I agree it might be something to discuss with a therapist.