I think my meds have just plain crapped out on me today but the only things I've eaten was a serving of Goldfish crackers and 2 jelly munchkin donuts. The rest of my calories came from sodas, an iced latte, and a Slim Fast. I was going to have a couple eggs for dinner. I haven't been eating too well lately and its starting to affect me I think. I feel like I'm going to jump out of my skin again with this anxiety. I haven't seen my therapist in person in 2 weeks and I'm not sure how happy she'll be at my recent loss weight loss or my eating habits. I hope she can help me figure out whats going on. Because its like I want to lose weight but then theres also the freaking out over certain foods thing I have going on and not being able to feel hunger sometimes. I've turned down going out to eat with my family twice recently which is very unlike me. I just claimed I wasn't feeling good when in reality I didn't feel like eating in front of people and eating a lot of calories. I weigh myself about 6 times a day. I know this is turning into a problem which is why I am hoping my therapist is legit meeting in person this week so she fully evaulate the issue.