I made an emergency pdoc appointment for the 26th. I want to see him in person which means traveling out of state and getting a hotel room. My mom is fine with it since we get to see family and she can talk about the new baby. I chugged a bit of pepto bismol which seems to have helped a lot. I wish I knew what was wrong though. But I see my primary doctor and my blood doctor next week and my therapist is at 6PM on zoom tommorow evening. I can't believe I cride twice over that asteroid thing. News sites shouldnt be scaring people like that though with so much going on already. The news had reported this morning the biggest asteroid ever was hurdling past earth but at the end of the article it said it was still billions of miles away and still wasn't set to pass until 2032. But it just like really got to me because other similar news stories have been bothering me and then theres the stuff in Ukriaine. So I broke down twice today when I never cry anymore. I turned off my news notifications but I still get trending news stuff when I turn on google.

Now my nausea came back and its like ER type bad. I guess I just have to hang on until next week. At this exact moment it feels more physical then mental health but it switches back and forth so quickly.

I had no idea gilbert godffrid did the aflack ducks voice. I shoulda known though. I wonder if they will retire the duck. They often do that with the commercials celeberitys have been in who have died. I remember watching Gilbert on Celebrity Wife Swap and thinking he was a nut. He switched wifes with Alan Thicke who also died.