It's going well, actually.

I was looking back on my time with mental health struggles and actually, now it is pretty much crystal clear to me that when I was on a higher dose of olanzapine (i.e., 15 mg), I didn't experience impulsivity. It was only when doctors changed it (like my former doctor who wanted me on the "lowest effective dose" which basically translated into messing with the meds a lot).

So, I am hoping the waters will be calm for a while.