I'm tired of being so scared all the time. Thats how to best describe how I've been feeling lately. I'm just scared and tired all the time. I'm scared to leave my house. I'm scared the worlds going to end. And I'm just so tired and not feeling good all the time. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm actually really crying for the first time in a couple months because I'm just so terrified of everything these days. I rescheduled my therapy appointment for tommorow evening. I'm going to see if my pdoc can see me sooner.