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I can totally relate to what you said about isolating, I just found this site and am so grateful; what people write is so real and gives me some comfort that I am not alone in my thoughts.

Going to dog parks is my thing to force myself to be around people. I had to put them down in August, they got really sick and it was the best thing. Often I have to force myself to "borrow" a friends dog and go to the dog park. It is a great way to talk to people about silly things. Dogs seem to take away the intensity and provide laughter.

"But, then feel horrible for feeling so dependent...and too anxious to divulge what I need to." <font color="blue"> </font>

You are not alone, I get so scared about getting dependant and then anxious. I have started to write down what is going on and then bring it in with me or send an email to my T about what I need to focus on.

Please stay connected and let us know how you are doing. Thank you again for the post, I needed to know that others feel that way.