I cant really see therapy turning out well tonight. I don't think she'll send me IP or anything but I've restricted food all day because the second anything I eat hits my lower intestines I am in a massive amount of stomach pain and nausea and I get this stupid high anxiety along with it. But if I just don't eat then I'm fine. Then I'm on such a strict routine with all my meds she's gonna tell I've come to the session completely baked. Yeah I'm just not an evening person. Hopefully she just wont say anything and I'll somewhat be able to function.