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Originally Posted by BethRags
When I got out of bed this morning at 6 to do kitty care (Sid's glucose reading, feed everybody, give Sid her insulin shot) I heard what sounded like car tires swishing. I looked outside and it was raining! Oh, the scent was amazing! I was so excited with the rain that I stayed up for 2 hours. Of course, the rain stopped, but it was a tiny bit of refreshment. I took 12.5mg of Seroquel and went back to bed (I hadn't slept much)...ended up sleeping until almost 2 p.m. I feel pretty lousy. Tired and weak.
I feel stupid to keep bringing it up, but that former psychiatrist really traumatized me. I keep seeing her and hearing her in my mind. She said, "I really wonder what you'll do when you run out of medication?" Well, no problem, because I have a super nice provider who is fine about refilling meds. Yet, I can't seem to stop her voice in my mind. When I wrote the email of complaint I signed it by stating that "I look forward to a reply so I know my complaint has been taken seriously." I'm sure the supervisor will send me a letter. I'll see my therapist on Monday; maybe that will help me get the trauma out of my mind.
Sparkling little peace & love stars around all of us!**~**~***~*****
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Oh Beth
I’m so sorry that your dealing with the aftermath of having such a truly dangerous Provider. Unfortunately I think this will continue to be a problem for a while
I know you’ve cut back with your T and I understand that fully. Do you think talking with her about it could help how your feeling and maybe process it better/more ? For me personally dealing with trauma just needs time kind of like how grief takes time to process.
Glad you asked for follow up on your complaint. Maybe getting a response will help put that wretched woman in the rear view mirror??
Much love
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