It was windy here in Ontario too but not treacherous. I had a quiet day with my dog. We played tug with an old sock. She's so strong and determined! Did some stinkin' thinkin' about how messy my life has been. I am eager for the end. Thankfully i am 55 with most of my life behind me. I wouldn't want to be young again with all that misery and desperation ahead. I'm so ashamed of myself and ashamed of my life, so dysfunctional i can't even participate in the workforce. My mom lived to 70 and unfortunately my doctor says he can tell from my cholesterol profile that i have her longevity genes rather than my dad's heart disease genes as he died at 54. I've already outlived him. But i have my dad's personality dysfunction genes so maybe it won't be much longer. I'm neglecting my health so that should help speed things along too.

@BeyondtheRainbow:

That's great news about being cleared for surgery! It's nice that you can hydrate too. Being thirsty is so unpleasant. What on Earth time do you get up if you go to bed at 6:00pm?!

@Moose72:

Glad your inspection went well. I find the anticipatory anxiety is often much worse than the event. And you have a nice clean home to enjoy!