(((((((((((kiya and owlet))))))))))
You did the right thing.
It is so, so hard to need reassurance from T after a hard session and not be able to get it. Especially on a holiday weekend when T is likely busy and not checking e-mail! I find waiting on an e-mail/phone call from T to be one of THE worst feelings.
But *we* can reassure you. You are amazing and strong, you did the right thing, and everything WILL be okay.
Big hugs!