(((((( Silversparrow ))))))
Advice isn't my forté, but I understand how you feel -it's tough, and people on PC will always be here to understand, you're not alone in this.
School and education is so frustrating, but in the end, always worth it.
Sorry people IRL don't understand, I'm sure you'll meet people who do. You're a great person and you will go far in life.