My self care has been compartmentalizing like crazy I think my compartments have their own compartments.
I just keep reminding myself this isn't the first time my life has blown up and it won't be the last. I made it through all the others, I'll make it through this.
For whatever reason (bad luck, I kicked puppies in a former life or something like that  ) About every 5-10 years the universe decides my life needs to blow up and see if I'll break or not. Heck if I can make it through 10 months that had 11 funerals and everything else that went wrong I figure I can make it through damn near anything.
I'm just so tired 
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach
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