@whatever2013
I agree, concern is warranted. I know the feeling of just waiting to die. Interestingly, and rather stupidly I must say, that is why I started smoking at 19. I figured maybe I’d eventually get lung cancer and die sooner rather than later. An awful thought now, and disrespectful to anyone who actually has died of any type of cancer. And when I didn’t want to die anymore (which will happen for you), I couldn’t stop of course. I’ve been cigarette free for 2 years but still vaping nicotine and can’t give it up.

Anyway sorry for the tangent about my own life. I do believe you need help ASAP so please, do call your pdoc tomorrow morning.