I was doing great for a number of hours and now I just feel crappy and I feel like I have to put on this happy face because its Easter and I have to wait to eat dinner instead of just eating whatever whenever I feel like it. And I know its going to be super late because dinner is always late when my sister is over. And I just can't ****ing eat dinner after a certain time or I won't eat at all. And I know that sounds super childish but I have this like fear or aversion or OCD or something thats going on where I can only eat during certain time frames and its been getting really intense lately and its really affecting my quality of life and my physical health as well since most of the time if dinner is too late I just say eff it and eat crackers instead.