I want to go IP so badly right now but I don't know what my options are. I wish I could email you to get into see you sooner but you most likely don't have anything and what you would have would probably be remote. Plus I'm kinda booked myself with appointments and probably can't see you earlier as well. But I am really really struggling right now. I sometimes feel like I'm too much for you. I took my meds late because of the dinner fiasco. So I just took them now. I'm hoping they kick in soon. My mom knows how frustrated I got about things but she doesn't know how bad they really are. Although I am closed off in my room and ignoring everyone at Easter so I'm guessing she has an idea of how things are going.

And then I take my meds and stuff and get my mental health under control and then the physical stuff is more noticeable then its been all day and I just don't know what to do.