Thanks for the kind words @Soupe du jour, especially while you are on holiday and dealing with so much already. Also thanks to @BethRags and @wildflowerchild25 for the concern. I'll be busy tomorrow dealing with electricians here to do an upgrade so i emailed in to my doctor asking for some Wellbutrin as this is what we used last time i was in this state in 2018. It worked instantly, so if he's agreeable i shouldn't have to suffer much longer. The only thing that's different is that i'm on only 25% of the benzos i was then but hopefully that won't impact the effectiveness.