Hi,

I'm needing to get this out. I'm raging but I'm more raging at my team and myself equally.

I was just discharged from my CPN (Community Psychiatric Nurse) just 2 weeks ago after being under their care for 11 years. I know this is long, I'm lucky to have had him and her both my nurses. But I was only discharged cause I am "not working towards scything with CPN" ice never heard of this in 11 years so I feel they want rid of me.

Last Wed I saw my Peer Support Worker who has said I'm going to be discharged if I'm not working on anything. She tells me this in the middle of a cafe where I burst into tears. I'm so angry why are people leaving me. I feel its a personal vendetta against me. She says she's not abandoning me yet it feels like she is. I was told by CPN that I would still get to see PSW so why am I being discharged??? I'm angry and upset and feel abandoned.

She knows they all know I have fears of rejection. I was talking to a fried who has BPD and she says I might have high functioning BPD as I'm very similar to her. I'm stressing out I'm not seeing her until 2nd week in May. I have to cone up with a plan of action if not I'm being discharged.

Can't stop crying and I'm aching cause I'm losing another person. Although she says she isn't abandoning me SHE IS ACTUALLY ABANDINING ME

I have told her too much info re me and she's leaving me now

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