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Originally Posted by Miss Laura
Hi,
I'm needing to get this out. I'm raging but I'm more raging at my team and myself equally.
I was just discharged from my CPN (Community Psychiatric Nurse) just 2 weeks ago after being under their care for 11 years. I know this is long, I'm lucky to have had him and her both my nurses. But I was only discharged cause I am "not working towards scything with CPN" ice never heard of this in 11 years so I feel they want rid of me.
Last Wed I saw my Peer Support Worker who has said I'm going to be discharged if I'm not working on anything. She tells me this in the middle of a cafe where I burst into tears. I'm so angry why are people leaving me. I feel its a personal vendetta against me. She says she's not abandoning me yet it feels like she is. I was told by CPN that I would still get to see PSW so why am I being discharged??? I'm angry and upset and feel abandoned.
She knows they all know I have fears of rejection. I was talking to a fried who has BPD and she says I might have high functioning BPD as I'm very similar to her. I'm stressing out I'm not seeing her until 2nd week in May. I have to cone up with a plan of action if not I'm being discharged.
Can't stop crying and I'm aching cause I'm losing another person. Although she says she isn't abandoning me SHE IS ACTUALLY ABANDINING ME
I have told her too much info re me and she's leaving me now
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That SUCKS. I think this would be hurtful (and wrong) doing this to anyone, especially anyone with MH issues. Bipolar, BPD, why do some professionals do that? Leaving someone in a non professional, non therapeutic way.
You are lucky having seen them for so long.. but it still sucks
I don't know what ''not working towards scything with CPN'' means.
Why do they have to issue BLAME together with ''discharge'' ...
ETA I think you've posted that you're talking to a private therapist? Hopefully you can talk through some of your, completely natural and understandable, feelings with the T? And people are here to listen too..
Maybe you can sort something out with the peer ''support'' worker? Keep us posted. I hope she is more supportive than her last statement seemed to be
What are you wanting to work on? I suggest having something you want to work on prepared to talk to her about. Then if she threatens to discharge you again... ?? She doesn't have much ''ammunition'' to do so?