I've tried and I've tried, because supposedly "laughter is the best medicine", but it's just not happening. I can't enjoy anything anymore because I'm too caught up with the thoughts running through my head.

"There's so much to do! I don't have time for this. I can't watch a movie I need to check train times right now. I have to check my email for a response from my tandem partner every five minutes (which btw he finally replied and said he could pick me up)."

I've smoked an entire pack of cigarettes today in 2 hours, due to all the stress I had to handle this morning. So much running around town to get things organized and I'm still not done.

*the following may trigger twitching of the eye or leg*

I think my body's giving up, because I can't stop twitching. Have you ever had your eye twitch for hours and not be able to stop? Yeah...or the fact that my cheek keeps twitching when I try to speak with people for information. It's really starting to bother me, because I feel it, but I don't know if anyone notices it. It's been doing this for a week now; both my eye and my cheek.