Dear T,
I think I got some important stuff out today, both in terms of things we talked about and a sort of release from the intense crying. I feel lighter now, if a bit exhausted.

In light of that, I suppose it's good I'm not going to the concert tonight. I did feel a moment of sadness when the venue sent me an update about the show tonight (of course not knowing I'd sold the ticket), but it was only a little twinge. The fact that it's cold and pouring rain outside right now probably helps.

I did feel a bit triggered with your sending me the Zoom link by mistake at the start, but am relieved you were there in the office. If I'd had to meet with you on my phone from my car in your parking lot, I'd have felt sad. And a bit abandoned. I'm just going to confirm "in person" from now on, especially as you said it's no bother at all to text a "yes" or thumbs up in return. I do understand how it can autofill in the iphone calendar, as I struggle with that at times, too.

You really should work on your transitions, though--please don't ever again start something with "Since you're already crying...." You had to know my brain would go to really bad potential things! Also, I'm glad you have no plans to be away until July.

Love,
LT