I'm kinda freaked out a bit but I don't know if I'm overeacting again. I have the pain again and I touched it and it feels like theres some kinda protuding like bulge thing. Then I weighed myself and my weight spooked me because it was super low. I'm trying not to panic because my doctors appointment is at 9:30 tommorow morning. So I am hoping to just wait because I hate the ER especially at night. If he wants to send me at 11 on a Tuesday morning thats different. But not on a Monday night. So I'm trying just to hang on until then. I have the heating pad going on high and I've taken some more tylenol and I don't have a fever.I ate a hot dog a couple hours ago. I'm pretty tired and its early but I may just try to go to bed earIy. I know I slept decently last night. I'm trying to get back on track with my meds so I can get the anxiety part under control. So far I've been succesful with taking my geodon at the correct times. Well I mean I havent taken the full 160 at one time. I've taken 100 at night and then an 80 around 2 and gotten back to sleep until 6 so I'm not up for hours like I had been.