I cannot just flip my emotions from one end of the spectrum to another. He's being all cutesy now and loving with me, and I feel like being standoffish. I am still processing his hurtful words and actions as of late and the unfair, false accusations he made that were all projections of his issues onto me. I feel like he took my happy bubble and burst it, and on purpose. I am angry that he did this to me.

AND, I am still processing what that awful female therapist said to me. She also blamed me for having a string of abusive relationships. She told me I chose to be in an abusive relationship! It's never CHOSEN.... it happens and we don't see it coming. Who the heck in their right mind actually chooses to be abused? No one! I am still upset over that meeting with her and cannot believe the words that came out of her mouth towards me.