I checked the Facebook invite list for N1's recital Friday and there are 31 people going, including my ex's wife and my ex, the latter of whom is doing sound for the show. Caleb and I will be going.

I wish I had a boyfriend. A good boyfriend! There's Caleb but actually fwb asked today why Caleb and I aren't an item and I said it's because Caleb doesn't want to move here and he doesn't think I should move where he is - about an hour away- because then I wouldn't be as close to my kids. Maybe bigger than that is the fact that Caleb is a heavy smoker- can't go an hour without smoking unless he "has to". Otherwise he's thinking about smoking the whole time! I don't want to be with anybody who has that type of relationship with drugs so there's that- and it's gross.