There was this incident that happened when I was 14 so in 2007 and it tramatized the crap out of me and it took me about 10 years to deal with it but I never really processed it with any therapist. I thought I had dealt with these demons on my own. Especially these last 2 years things were ok. But then these last few days the memories have been coming back. I know I need to really process this but I'm not sure I really have confidence that my current therapist can help me. And when I was seeing the therapist who could help me it wasn't bothering me. I don't even know what brought back this back up after 5 years of it not bothering me to be honest. I do know the 15th year anniversary is coming up in a few weeks so maybe its just that.