I guess it was just the minor flirtation with the electrician that made me feel good yesterday. I woke up appalled that i had entertained romantic thoughts about him, so unrealistic. I guess i just got carried away.

I felt lousy today again so i booked with my doctor for a phone appointment tomorrow to discuss Wellbutrin. I don't know what my response to it will be as i'm having a different (intolerant) depression than before when i tried it and am also on less meds.

One way to find out!