Thank you, a nightmare is right!! It’s sooo much right now, I just can’t deal

Thank you, FB. It’s indescribable right now.

Went back drs (again!) today, they gave me a nebuliser to open my lungs, but the wheezing isn’t any better. I can’t flipping breathe. I hate this. Really in a bad place right now. My OH is really really sick too and keeps having seizure like episodes from coughing so much too. I’m so scared for her. Because of the conditions we both have and that we had covid in December, we’re both susceptible to infection.

I came on this morning and in SO much pain all over. I suffer with pain from fibro but also have ‘woman's issues’ too. I stormed out the house earlier cos I couldn’t breathe and needed a minute.

And when I was out I’d got an email to say that my session in the morning is now cancelled due to illness. I was broken, sat in the car round corner in bits, bawling my eyes out.

I’m so exhausted and I just don’t know what to do with myself