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Originally Posted by UpDownMiddleGround
Today, I am frustrated with medication. Actually, I've been that way for a few months. My doctor found something that seems to have finally lifted the fog of depression that I've been living with since August and today I realized that my hand was trembling. I noticed it last wee, but thought maybe it was a result of sleeping on it or something. Today, there was no doubt, my hand was shaking involuntarily. Great, so what do I do now. Do you ever want to just give up the fight? Stop searching for the right med? Say to the world "you get what you get?" Today, I do. I also know that things will get out of hand pretty quickly and the last thing I want is to end up back in the hospital. I'm frustrated. . .
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I just have health issue, after health issue, after health issue- I know I have problems, and I know that some of them, (like my weight), could be made better if I put the effert in.
but I just don't care anymore, and I think a lot of it is down to the fact that
but I have a life to live. as important as health is, I can't make it priority every second- if I did that I'd have no time for myself.