I am starting to do a little better, though I am supposed to have surgery on Wednesday because of the surgery I had done last year from the assault. But then again I am sick so I may not be able to because now I have been physically ill, I have really only been able to sleep, I don't know maybe all this chaos will end soon. I hope so. I do believe I am doing better emotionally though. I was very much triggered the other day though I made it through. Thank you all for your support and words of encouragement.