Well I’m not having a good day. Slept terrible when the alarm went off I had just gotten to a deep sleep. Took me a few minutes to get moving and I signed on to sign up for aqua fitness next week, sigh, was late it was seven minutes after 7 and already I was on the wait list! You can sign up starting at 7! I just felt so sad and down that I canceled today aqua and went back to bed.

Was awake but dreaming. That happens when I don’t sleep enough but I dream. Then I got up for fitness class. Pushed myself to get there and almost left cause so down. The low pressure rainy day wasn’t helping. But I got though it by telling myself I can do anything for one hour,…45 minutes, 30 minutes then finally I could tell myself there was only ten more minutes. Tomorrow I have my fitness evaluation I hope I sleep tonight.

Then it was time to go pick up the groceries. Mum said just as I left she wanted prunes. I told her I wasn’t going in the store just picking up the pre ordered groceries. But…. I did go in. Of course there was no close parking, but I told myself at least it’s only sprinkling now. Then when I drove up to the pick up area there was a bunch of cars parked there. And nobody around to bring the groceries. Then I had so much fun on the drive back.

It’s pouring out again and traffic is heavy and a guy in a red pick up behind me on the entrance ramp pulls out in front of a semi passes me and the car in front of me then swerve s back into the right lane to exit and almost hits a car and the interstate is full of cars and semis! Sheeze I sure hope I can sleep tonight. I’m not that far down on my taper that it should be this bad. I’m thinking of adding the extra 20 of latuda he gave me.