My boss is not engaging with me much, which raises my alerts that I may be let go. I send him messages and work I've completed, and he doesn't reply unless I ask a direct question.

I have been offering my opinion and input on various team things. Yesterday and the day before I felt like my input fell in deaf ears, as though it didn't matter. I am wondering if my boss already thinks they will let me go. I am sure he has a say in this since he's evaluating my work.

I don't like being in this position of revisiting whether we're a good match in a month. A month is two weeks away, and I am sitting on pins and needles not knowing if my work and input is valued and not knowing whether I will be fired or not.

And I don't have the energy right now to continue applying for jobs. I'm just sick of all of this.