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Originally Posted by arich62
For me, I know what would make me feel better - to be alone but I am very codependent and not secure with my emotions and feel stuck in a not always happy marriage. I still need some time to do more grieving after my sister passed away two and a half months ago from a sudden heart attack at age 61. I still try to make sense of it all and try to believe it, understand it. No one I can really vent to about it right now. Just trying to keep my emotions in check.
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I'm sorry for the grief you are going through. Two and a half months is very soon after a loss of someone that close. I know, firsthand, how unbelievably strange and unreal it feels that this person is gone. For me, the first three and a half months were awful. Then I coped much better, after that period.
Most people do recover from the acute state of grief and find their emotional pain is greatly reduced. So you won't feel as you do now for always. It will change. For now, hold on. You have a right to your emotions.