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*Beth* · Apr 22, 2022 at 06:08 PM

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Originally Posted by whatever2013

Today was awful. I'm not getting the fantastic response to the Wellbutrin that i got last time. I know it's only the second day but before i felt better almost instantly.

My idiot older sister posted something to Facebook with enraged me. It was a quote about how being healed is a choice we make on a daily basis. Wha? So, i CHOOSE to have bipolar? She's such a j@ck@$$. I left an 'angry' emoticon but i doubt i'll hear anything about it. She's such a fool, always has been.

My experiment with meal replacement and protein drinks has ended in failure because i keep getting stomach aches. I think it's because they're too milky. It doesn't matter that much as i was not feeling any better on them, no improvement in energy or anything else. They were expensive too.

In good news, i managed to do a load of laundry, take a shower i was overdue for, play Scrabble and do the garbage.

Just feel so sh!tty.

How rotten, to have an idiot sister, especially an older one. I despise those stupid "choice" things. I just laugh when I go to Marshall's and see crap like that stitched onto throw pillows. Give me a break. Another one I used to see on pillows was "You can never be too rich or too thin" - well, not unless you have anorexia, or are going through chemo, or spent time in a concentration camp, or....oh, grrr. Those things are so asinine.

I'm sorry that the Wellbutrin isn't kicking in. But don't give up on it! Every time we take a med there are so many considerations - even time of the year. Hopefully it'll start working over the week-end. If not, the good thing about AD's is that there are so many of them.