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Originally Posted by FearandLoathing40
I'm having a lot of sex with strangers I meet online. I am now spending all of my free time talking to or having sex with men. It's gotten worse consistently over the last couple months. I've even slept with two men in the same day twice. I suffered a bruised cervix during my last encounter and almost had sex later that day. The only thing that stopped me was excruciating pain. It's been three days and I'm still in horrible pain.....yet I can't take another day without sex. I'm supposed to see my weekender later today. I don't know if I can stop myself. I have an appointment with a gynecologist tomarrow. WHAT the hell have I become....... and how the hell do I become myself again.
I've recently left a 20 year abusive marriage. I'm hoping this is the cause and that there is hope for me.😭
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Oh darling, I'm so sorry, I thought you were enjoying your new found experiences sexually! I didn't know they were treating you poorly. I am the wrong person to preach self control, but wise sober partner, condom/btc, and obgyn 1 every few months if you're really going all out sounds like a woman using her WISE MIND! Maybe you have to create your newself? I think the old one needed to cut loose a bit? Thank you for having the courage to share. Sex is normal, and abnormal, and it's never easy discussing either. xxoo