RS is out fishing. I told him he deserves a day out doing what he loves. My son is sick with a cold. I took him to urgent care bc he was complaining of fatigue and chills and has a nasty cough but he is negative for everything, including a fever. I think he got it in his head that he had Covid and responded with psychosomatic symptoms. The cough is real for sure but after the amount of steep stairs we climbed yesterday I’m not surprised about the fatigue and the chills were definitely psychosomatic because as soon as he found out everything was negative that and the fatigue magically disappeared. I don’t blame him though, I do the exact same thing. That’s why I avoid the dr for so long, I know 99% of the time it’s in my head. And then I end up going to get the symptoms to stop lol.

I’m itching to go out and shop for things but I really shouldn’t spend any money considering I have no income. I want to do things around the house but I myself am fatigued from seroquel. I want to nap but I can’t do that either. I did clean out the chest freezer and found about 4lb of chicken breasts divided into various freezer bags. I cleaned out one section of my car. I stopped because our neighbor was outside and I’m the rude neighbor who doesn’t want to talk to anyone else. I’ll say hi though so I’m not actually rude, I just don’t like making small talk with people. Makes me nervous.

Uuuuggh I’m so tired!