I really dislike myself and my personality. I find it difficult to have meaningful conversations and connecting with people. Hell even at parties no one really talks to me for more than 5 mins (probably because they don’t like talking with me or I’m a bad conversationalist). I’m 22 going on 23 and STILL a virgin. All my friends lost their virginity in high school and have had multiple partners since. What’s wrong with me? Why am I the only one in my friend group to not get girls. There has to be something wrong with me. The combination of being bad at conversing and having ZERO girls at the EMBARRASSING age of 22 has made me absolutely hate myself while being extremely depressed, extremely anxious, and I’m so sick of the god damn cliches of “your time will come” “there’s nothing wrong with you” etc etc. Every single time someone says that to me I shake my head and just sadly look at the ground and just don’t believe them. And how can i? I can’t get girls and I suck at talking to people and I absolutely hate myself. So I ask again what’s wrong with me? I find my self to be a decent looking guy, I dress nice and keep myself clean. So why can my friends pull women but I can’t? Why can my friends seemingly talk to anyone and keep the conversation going but I can’t? I’d be lying if I said these thoughts don’t plague my mind every waking moment. Can’t believe I’m gonna be a 23 years old and still never pulled a girl, how pathetic.

HOW DO I STOP HATING MYSELF AND BEING SO MISERABLE?? Can I learn to love myself again?

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