Really missing my wife right now. You would think it would get better as the days go om but not for me and yes I know it has been less then 6 months since she died. Last night was the first night in a long time since I did not wake up thinking of her in the middle of the night. That was actually nice to sleep through the night but I still woke up depressed. I am so lost without her bur I am getting my life into a better order than what it has been.

Trigger

I really miss her and I wish I was dead but I'm not suicidal so no worries there. But if I got diagnosed with something terminal I would not try to cure it. I am in Arkansas today and it has helped being away from home. I am actually enjoying this trip. I have no deadlines except I need to be home by the 9th of next month. She was such a big part of my life and I miss our conversations. I still talk to her especially while I am on my bike. It helps a little but it's not the same.

Thank you everyone on here I really appreciate your support.

Sent from my SM-S901U using Tapatalk