My son is still pretty sick. It’s just a random virus or a nasty cold I guess but it’s really taking him down. I will be doing program virtually today and keeping him home from school. Hopefully another day of rest will help him feel better. I hate when he’s sick, I worry so much. I was afraid to go to sleep in case he needed me. I only took one seroquel because I didn’t want to be completely knocked out should he need me in the middle of the night, but he slept through.

The gabapentin didn’t seem to make me nauseous this time, we’ll see after I eat breakfast. I didn’t go to sleep nauseous so that’s an improvement. The dr told me to take the inderal as needed but when I don’t take it my heart rate jumps to 100+ so I guess I need it.

Today begins my low fat diet which I hope will help with whatever stomach issues I am having. I’m having trouble bingeing which I do believe is due to gallbladder but the ultrasounds never show stones so I guess I’m waiting for my GI dr to do her thing. I have an endoscopy scheduled for the end of June to start with.

I seem to be coming down from the mania but I’m still spending so I need to rein that in. I’m trying to take a minute to think first. I did buy bigger shorts for the summer, I know the ones I have won’t fit right now. And a nice white shirt for a bridal shower I have coming up on Saturday. It’s unfortunate that it is a wine tasting, I guess I need to stay away from the reds