I'm filling out that job application this week with my care manager

I kind of want to put all my focus on working part-time and going back to college part-time, I'm unsure if I'm ready for juggling a relationship on top of those two, and working and school are going to be the most important to me. I know many people do all three but I am just starting out with getting into the job world, between learning all of that stuff and college, I don't think I will have time to focus on a relationship especially with someone who is pushing things way too fast. He seems pretty set on the whole moving in together soon. I'm definitely not ready for that and also am not anywhere near ready for marriage, which he has brought up in passing. I think once I'm supporting myself fully and off SSI, and have at least finished my associates degree, maybe then I'll be ready for a relationship but I don't think I am now if that's how fast people want to take things.

Anyway, I feel really weird right now from lack of sleep. Like really on the verge of panic or feeling like reality is untangling or something