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Old Apr 26, 2022, 12:21 PM
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Honestly I cried after I did it. Because he’s the only one who’s stuck around in my real life that actually cares. Sometimes I feel like I’m completely alone. My mom died in 2016, my dad was never involved and doesn’t care , my sister is so busy with work and her separation from her husband we hardly ever talk and rarely see each other anymore though I know that’s not anyones fault, and my two brothers don’t even acknowledge my existence asides from being on my friends list on Facebook, which sucks because they talk/spend time with our sister but not me, ever. They have not even responded to a hello how are you doing I send occasionally over the years or happy birthday I send them, I don’t know what I did wrong but that’s just the way things are.

But I know I made the right decision with this.
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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