I went to a few stores today that I used to go to a lot before I moved. One of the reasons I went to them was because they reminded me of transference T. But I also legit liked going to them way before I knew her and I just enjoyed going to them. So no I'm not going to stop going to them just because of her. I mean yeah they did kinda trigger some thoughts. But isn't avoiding those stores also feeding into my anxiety as well? I didn't buy any mint Aero bars or Smarties. I got a box of happy hippo kinder bars because I like them not because of her. Basically it was just the mint Aero bars and the Smarties that I ate because they reminded me of her. I didn't buy either today.
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