I am sick... really, really sick...eating disorders..

I think... and then I try.. then I post... then I do...

so... I don't have a clue what to do next??? yepper I know.. I post...I try...

If.. I had one disorder... the eating disorder.. I think I could beat "it"...

What should I do?? How to get food.. cook... eat.. manage my other "stuff"...

How do other people do manage...

I have fibrom.. DID.. OCD... GAD.. asthma...depression..the PTSD.. with the nightmares...

I just am not young anymore.. I have no energy... am so exhausted..

My best friend called.. and said for the first time ever: "you sound to weak to talk"... and she is right.. I am.. have always spent.. holidays at their house.. at a party... but... I am going down hill fast.. I think...

so.. I posted this here.. rather than in the Eating Disorders..

How do I manage all of this??? How do I get food in the house.. cook.. feed me... with all of this other stuff going on???

pain from the fibro...