Dear T,
I feel like I'm seriously sucking as a parent right now. I wish I could just go to someplace alone for a week to process this. Well and still attend sessions with you. Please don't go back to virtual. I'm angry at the Covid rates in our area because they might cause that to happen. I think maybe I'm angry at a lot of things right now? Maybe if I could shift more from sad to angry (about D and other stuff), it would be better? I know acceptance is the ultimate goal. I suppose in the whole stages of grief, anger happens earlier, but I have more issues with feeling and expressing anger, so maybe it actually happens later for me?

Doesn't help at all that D is laughing at me right now....

And totally stupid thing I'm angry about: The fantasy baseball player I just got in a trade less than a week ago is now injured and out for the season. (I promise not to be whiny about that tomorrow!)

Love,
LT