My t almost fell out of her chair when I said everyone hates me. She tried to figure out why I felt that way. I see her again Tuesday. She is confused and give me ideas. I went out for ice cream with my husband. I'm getting better but not fast enough. I know I'm wrong but it feels like it. I forgot my letter today. She's not ready for what I'm going to drop on her. I feel bad about just unloading but she'll catch up I'm sure. I'm going to modify what I wrote to her. Not to make it sound better but to include what's going on now.