I'm doing pretty crappy today.

So I've basically been up since 11:30 last night. I got an hour of sleep around 4 something. My dysphroia has been acting up today and I had to exchange some stuff that really needed to be done today. Then I had to get blood work done that also needed to be done today. We went to the lab I don't like where they deadname me. But the receptionist called me by my correct name and I felt relieved. Plus the place was empty. It started filling up but I wasn't worried. Then the lab lady shouted my very feminine dead name across the room. I was dressed in a hoodie and jeans and Vans and a baseball hat and oh yeah, I have a full beard. The whole room turned around and I had to hurry and keep my head down and walk past a row of people checking in and avoid eye contact with them. I was in and out as fast as possible. My mom claims I over exagerrated the situation but I just don't think she gets it sometimes. Not just the looks but being dead named as well.

Anyways I'm crabby from lack of sleep and I got my T shot early this morning because I was getting panicky anxiety and I thought the shot might help. Now I just seem to have faitigue and irritation. This blood test determines what my hematricrit level is now and if I need another phlebotomy procedure.