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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
They always take away the stimulant when I'm in the hospital and try to control me.
I just need to pretend to be OK and not sabotage things or make people concerned.
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That does suck about the stimulant. I get mine when I am in the hospital but they give it to me late. I usually take it at like 4 AM or 5 AM and then at the hospital I don't get it until like 8 AM or 9 AM. That' s frustrating.
I don't want you to have to pretend to be okay! I want you to feel okay! Can you try some meditation? Or distraction? Or a gratitude list? Have you been on a hike lately? Are you getting outdoors enough? Are you petting on your kitty cat?
You are so smart and so thoughtful of others, and kind and sensitive. I'm so sorry you are hurting so much, my friend.