Dude I am out of my mind today. My clinician said there was no point in processing bc I can barely string two thoughts together she’s totally right lol. I cleaned the bathroom by hand, no mop. We’re up at 9pm watching a movie which I know doesn’t sound crazy lol but I’m usually in bed relaxing haha.
I think I’m enjoying myself too much. I only drove to and from program again but I had to go on the highway bc I left late and I was gonna be late. But I didn’t run anyone off the road by accident. I have to go to a bridal shower tomorrow. I am kinda glad I’m manic bc if I wasn’t I would be super uncomfortable but now I think I’m gonna be glad to be there. At least to have something to do.
I took a 2 mile walk around the neighborhood yesterday but I didn’t get to walk today bc I had to sign my son up for camp and that took way longer than I thought.
I wanted to go shopping but I didn’t go to a physical store but I did order two bracelets off of Etsy. Been ordering too much stuff.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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