Made it. I'm starting to dread Thursdays. And Saturdays and Sundays. They are too long. I'm tired of pretending to be someone that I'm not. Can't be me at work.

The job I like is going to cut my hours, probably back to 8 per week, due to budget. I was going to tell the other one that I didn't want the extra shift they gave me, but I guess I need it.

It took way too much chocolate to get through the day today.

Thanks for the replies - mostly I needed something like that to come home to, and for people to know that I need support. BTW, it isn't home that is safe - it's this forum. I wanted to stay here as in on the forum.