I may or may not have crashed. I’m impossibly depressed this morning. However I was so uncomfortable from the mania last night that I had to take 100mg seroquel just so I could fall tf to sleep and get away from myself. I felt like jumping out of my skin from the energy and it was night so I couldn’t go out and power walk and my house is not conducive to pacing.
But I’m also hormonal and the seroquel does sometimes make me depressed the next day so I might “wake up” in a few hours and be manic still.
Well we’re going to the nursery and then the nature reserve hiking trails. So I won’t have to sit inside my house and head all day.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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